(364 days ago I resolved to start a blog in 2016. Nailed it.)
Lately I've had an overwhelming sense of guilt - not because of something I did wrong necessarily, but because of something I wasn't allowing myself to do: communicate.
You see, a majority of my past work experiences have included some kind of communication, whether it was as a speaker, a writer, a preacher or a teacher I have always found myself in a similar role.
In a way, I feel like I am wired to communicate --yet for the past 2 and a half years I have been silent.
Although this silence has been necessary and therapeutic, it came at a cost. There have been a lot of emails that have gone unanswered and a lot of phone calls and texts that I haven't returned. So instead of drawing on a laundry list of excuses, I will simply say I'm sorry. Sorry for changing the rules of the game and then leaving the game.
I hope that this blog will attempt at an apology and offer up some kind of explanation as to who Jason Ostrander is.